Going Back to Work

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Yep, I'm doing it. After I had Max I ummed and arred about whether or not I would be going back, I made my mind up about the time he stopped sleeping all day... Jokes!

Seriously though I love being a Mum, but I'm also really looking forward to going back to work. So next Tuesday I go back. 3 days a week, 8 hours a day.

Ten bucks says I'll be crying my eyes out by 10am. But I'll make it through. I'm sure that coming home to a beautiful smiling boy will make it all ok!

T xx

2 Months Old

Dear Max,

Happy two months old! Wow, I am amazed at how much difference a month can make. You don't look or sound like a newborn any more and you most certainly don't act like one. You're now a baby boy through and through.


The hands down best thing that has happened this month is your enormous smile. We love it so much. At first you started out smiling at us in bed each morning after your 5 or 6am feed. Now we can't stop you, you smile and laugh all the time! I might be biased, but I think that you have the most beautiful smile in the entire world :)


A couple of weeks ago I read that from six weeks on you might start spending up to 10 hours a day awake. I looked at Daddy and said how lucky we were to have a little boy that loves to sleep. Well, you certainly showed us! Over the last couple of weeks you have spent a lot more time awake.... and wanting to be held. We have lots of games and activities for you, but your favourite thing is just to be held. It doesn't matter who holds you, as long as you can feel a warm set of arms, you're a happy contented baby.


This month more than anything else I am feeling the love that you have for Daddy and I. We've noticed that you watch us a lot more and if we leave the room you will often have something to say about it! We love that you love us, it makes us feel very special.


Your have three favourite games at the moment. The first is when Daddy talks to you in a silly voice, it is guaranteed to make you smile every time (and me... I absolutely love watching you two hang out together!). You also love playing 'kicky legs', whether it's on the change-table, on the bed or in your bouncer. You just love to kick and I love to hold on to your feet and help you kick (especially whilst I hum the can-can music - I figure I can only get away with this for a short amount of time before it embarrasses you, so I'm definitely making the most of it!). The third thing that you really love right now is your crinkly book. We read it everyday and it gets you smiling every single time.

When I think back at how much has happened this month I get so excited about this next month will bring.

Everyday I think that I couldn't possibly love you any more, but as time goes on I continue to love you more and more. You are my amazing baby boy!

Lots of Love, Mummy xxoo

Max's Quilt

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My Mum is really great at craft, especially quilting.

Now, I can be a bit particular (or demanding and fussy, depends who you're asking I guess) when it comes to things that get displayed in my home.

But when Mum showed me the quilt that she made for Max it was love at first site. It's perfect and better than I could have possibly imagined!


Max is so lucky to have such a talented Grandma!

T xx

A Friday at the DFO

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I hit the shops with one of my girlfriends today. We went to DFO out by Brisbane Airport (DFO stands for Direct Factory Outlet I think), I was hoping to find some clothes at bargain prices... I'm out of my maternity clothes, but still not fitting into all of my regular clothes. Which is unfair seeing as I've lost all of my pregnancy weight. I think my stomach has changed shape, and not for the better.

Anyway, I didn't find much in the way of clothes that I liked, but I did still manage to pick up a couple of bargains. My favourites?

These shoes:



Gorgeous and only $40!

Now I just need to buy some clothes to wear them with....

T xx

A Weekend on the Coast

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On the weekend the Big Man and I went up to the coast to visit his parents.

We had an awesome time. The best part was by far Sunday morning.... The Big Man's parents are both early risers, so at 6.30am we took Max out to them and then went back to bed until 11am. Bliss! If only we could do that every weekend :)

The rest of the weekend was great too. I caught up with girlfriends for lunch, hung out with my Sister and her family, caught up with some other new parents (hi Nat!) so that we could talk about babies non-stop and we also went and watched Avatar in 3D.

Avatar was amazing! It took me a while to get used to the 3D, but once I did I loved it. The only downside was that at the end of the movie I realised how much I missed Max and next thing you know I was leaking everywhere.... I had to walk out of the cinema holding my bag across my chest. Luckily I have a thing for huge handbags!

Max was on his absolute best behaviour the entire time. I think our families must think we are making things up when we say Max is a monster.

Anyway we're back in Brisbane now and planning a trip down the coast to see my Mum in a couple of weekends. Got to share the baby-love around!

T xx

Australia Day

Happy Australia Day for yesterday!

The three of us had a great day.

Barbeque, swimming and street cricket.

Doesn't get much more Aussie than that!!

T xx

Feeding the Gremlin

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Feeding Max has become a bit of a nightmare lately.

For whatever reason he has decided that breast-feeding makes him cranky. Ungrateful baby if you ask me!

So far I haven't really been able to work out if there is any pattern to his fussing. And when I say fussing I mean him arching his back, throwing his head back and screaming at the top of his lungs. Sometimes he does it in the morning when I have way too much milk, sometimes it is at the start of a feed when my let down happens, other times it is towards the end of a feed when there isn't much milk coming out and other times it is two or three minutes into a feed and seems to be for no reason at all. Aghhhhh.

We have been to the early feeding clinic, I've phoned the Australian Breast Feeding Association, I've been to a GP and seen the paedeatrition. They have all come up with various ideas on why he is fussing (except for the GP who practically ignored me). A blocked nose, silent reflux, not wanting to have to work for his food, my diet and kharma have all been mentioned....

The paedeatrition has given him an antacid to take twice a day and I have tried lots of other things like changing up his feeding positions (for example keeping him more upright or lying down with him), switching sides when he fusses, expressing milk first before feeding him and standing on one leg and singing whilst nursing (ok, not really, but somedays I am tempted to try anything).

So far I have only found two options that seem to work. The first is feeding him expressed milk from a bottle. It doesn't seem to matter if we feed him the bottle sitting up or lying on his back, he will take it and feed like a champion. At first I was expressing by hand, but that got really tiring. So we went out and bought a Medela Swing Breast Pump. It works like a charm! The second thing that works is if we let him scream for about twenty minutes (on and off while we try to comfort him). This seems to really tire him out and afterwards he will feed without complaining. It's hard doing it this way though, it makes my heart feel like it is breaking into a million pieces.

I am starting to think that there isn't really any reason for his screaming. Maybe he is just a fussy little man.

In the meantime I am trying to nurse him each time he gets hungry and if he refuses or screams too much I switch to a bottle.

I hope he grows out of it soon.

T xx