***This morning I had a really hard time going to work and leaving Max.
With the news story about the young girl in Bundaberg, the 6 year old girl in Western Australia and a friend of mine losing her baby at 36 weeks over the weekend, it felt like there was sadness all around me.
All I wanted to do today was hold Max. I wanted to play with him while he was awake, feed him when he was hungry and hold him in my arms whilst he slept.
Instead I gave him a million hugs and kisses and went off to work at 9.30 this morning.
All day at work I thought about how much I love him and how incredibly grateful I am to have in my life.
When I got home tonight he was already sound asleep in bed. So I'm waiting (and looking forward) to him waking up for a feed so that I can hold him, hug him and tell him how much I love him.